there and there and reminders here too.

and i appreciate compliments, i really do. even the ones that i can't seem to justify in my head.

the more i sit in this room, the less i like the people in here. they're not being particularly annoying, it's just that they're not being particularly entertaining either.

i can't remember the last time i laughed uncontrollably. it has been a really long time.

i think since the explosion story.

and i think i have nothing of note to say.

other than i'm out of touch and alone and exaggerating all that because i don't know why but i'm tired all the time and mississippi smells the same way it has since i was eight and there is nothing here but is there anything anywhere is the real question and i want something that i can't quite put my finger on.

ugh.